It started when God began to bring me to being alone. No one to support me, and everyone turned against me that God begin to do these things into my life. GOD IS SO GOOD. Even in those dark times He has a purpose for us that we cannot see. It's when we get quiet & still and KNOW THAT HE IS GOD, that He can finally reveal His purpose to us.  Just like when I have to get my arms around my kids, to get them to listen & realize who's in full control, I believe God does the same things with us.  He puts His arms around us, and waits for us to stop trying with our own efforts and release it to Him. It's when we get quiet & still, and stop the freaking out, complaining, moaning, groaning, unbelief, and simply TRUST HIM.  I will list sermons that God used to speak to my situation in my following blogs starting with the first one that delivered me from depression.

This is my story & my testimony and I will share it as long as God gives me the opportunity to point my hands, feet, eyes, ears, to Him!!

I was severely depressed for a long, long time. I turned to psychologists, counselors, parents, friends, & other family, co-workers for answers. Books. I didn't turn to the Bible or Jesus. It wasn't until I turned to God out of desperation for help that God turned my depression around.

28 days straight has not been completely successful...but I did spend time with God this morning...and the song I woke up to was:

"Revive us again, fill each heart with thy love, may each soul be rekindled with fire from above, Hallelujah, Thine The Glory, Hallelujah Amen, Hallelujah Thine The Glory Revive Us Again!"

It seemed so fitting since last night I asked God for a personal revival in my own heart and that I be made right with Him.

Thank you Jesus for the time I was able to spend with You this morning! :)

Let's do this!!! 28 days they say is the amount of time it takes to form a habit. Well my habits need to be positive ones.  Reading the Bible, prayer, exercise, and eating right. Those are the resolutions I've taken for the next 28 days!!!  I WILL ACCOMPLISH WHAT I SET OUT TO DO. I WILL COMPLETE THE TASK. There is no turning back!!!!!